Sometimes you just need to realize that you can't have it all, and you can't fix what you've done, you need to move on and try to be happy, even if it's the hardest thing you'll ever do. It's so hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember Rock bottom is a good solid ground, and a dead end street is just a good place to turn around. I know I've made a lot of stupid mistakes. But the worst one was thinking the person who hurt me the most, wouldn't hurt me again. Every time I trust somebody, they show me why I shouldn't.
He's the one that walked out of my life, not the other way around. If he wants back in, he needs to show me that he won't walk out again.